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Thursday, December 01, 2005 ----- tomorrow is just around the corner.
so life has been friggin' crazy these days. tomorrow i go for my tubal thingy. i get my tubes tied. it's so official. it's the end of michaels and my babies together. i am sad, yet a weight is being lifted from me because i can't bear the thought of passing on vhl to one of my kids. i know that j.j. and reese may already have it, and only time will tell before i need to get them tested. i don't want to do it yet, cause then they will be marked. the insurance companies won't take them if they have a pre-existing condition. i've heard of a dna test that i can take to see if i have the gene that passes it to my kids. i think, no..i know i will do that to make sure that my kids don't have it. it's very possible that i just have it and they don't. God...i hope. so anyway, i've been getting ready for xmas and all. tonight we were supposed to take our family xmas picture, but i'm sooo tired. i've been running so much, getting ready for all the stuff that is about to go down. (i.e. surgery, family coming, xmas, reesie's bday) i can't forget the little guy. he's such a sweetheart. he makes me presents everyday. i cherish each and every one of them. he takes after michael in so many ways. he is very artistic. and j.j. is so into sports. as for destiny, i have yet to figure her out. she loves to gossip. like me of course. LOL but, as far as talents i don't know. but then again, i don't have any either. none that i know of. anyway...she brought me home a C on math, which i'm very proud of her. she can do good when she tries. but, anyway...i'm falling asleep. gotta go..
*patty*
me.

Sometimes I'm mad at the world, and I take it out on everyone around me...but for the most part, I'm happy with my life...
But I am a dreamer...I am a MOM, a WIFE, a daughter, an aunt, a sister, a cousin, a grandaughter, a neice, a hardworker, a true friend,
a nag, lazy, mean, bitchy, bossy and hard to deal with, but that's me...
I'm me, no matter what that may be....you can either love me, or hate me...
Did you know that every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...
I've learned you gotta live your life to it's fullest, cause tomorrow is not promised to us, we gotta take each day and live it like it was our last.
I wanna LOVE my husband like he's never been loved, I wanna be the best mom that I can be to my kids.
I wanna ROCK OUT, WITH MY CROTCH OUT (not literally)...I don't want to have one single regret the day that I die...
I want for people to remember me...
When I grow up, I want to be a photographer...I want to take beautiful pictures of people...it's just my silly dream, don't know if I'll ever get around to doing it....one day Patty, one day...
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