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Thursday, February 16, 2006 ----- valentines day

so not much excitement to share about my valentines day...it was just an ordinary day for michael and i. the kids of course, we spoiled as usual. they had their little valentines day parties and were all excited when i picked them up from school. they had tons of candy and of course, we added more to their stash. michael cooked me a steak dinner cause that's all i wanted, and of course we had our "quality" time together. we had gotten our tattoo's for vday, so i told him that i didn't want anything, and he said the same. he bought me a cute little stuffed puppy though, he never sticks to the rules...which makes me feel bad cause i really didn't get him anything. but, i did tell him that no matter how mad i get...no matter how many mean things i say, i totally love him more than anyone in this world. he's my one in a million. i can honestly say, no matter what i've never been this happy.
"you're one in a million"
"yeah that's what you are"
"you're one in a million, babe"
"you're a shooting star"
i think it was the very first weekend that we spent together...i knew he was the "one." i don't really think that i ever knew LOVE until i met him. i feel as though all my old flames that i once said i loved, were just puppy love compared to this. i didn't want to be alone, so i thought that if i said "I love you", it would make everything perfect, but we all know that life isn't perfect. those words have to mean something, they have to come straight from the heart, and i know that with michael...they come straight from my heart...and i love him with all of my heart. this song is for michael, since the day that we met...it holds special meaning...
BRANDY - Have You Ever Lyrics
[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]
i'm so in love....
*patty*
me.

Sometimes I'm mad at the world, and I take it out on everyone around me...but for the most part, I'm happy with my life...
But I am a dreamer...I am a MOM, a WIFE, a daughter, an aunt, a sister, a cousin, a grandaughter, a neice, a hardworker, a true friend,
a nag, lazy, mean, bitchy, bossy and hard to deal with, but that's me...
I'm me, no matter what that may be....you can either love me, or hate me...
Did you know that every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...
I've learned you gotta live your life to it's fullest, cause tomorrow is not promised to us, we gotta take each day and live it like it was our last.
I wanna LOVE my husband like he's never been loved, I wanna be the best mom that I can be to my kids.
I wanna ROCK OUT, WITH MY CROTCH OUT (not literally)...I don't want to have one single regret the day that I die...
I want for people to remember me...
When I grow up, I want to be a photographer...I want to take beautiful pictures of people...it's just my silly dream, don't know if I'll ever get around to doing it....one day Patty, one day...
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