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Saturday, July 15, 2006 ----- have you ever.
have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?
have you ever fell asleep with the phone in your hand, hoping that at any minute it would ring?
have you ever jumped for the phone when it did ring, only to be dissapointed when it wasn't him?
have you ever read his emails so many times that you have memorized every word?
have you ever stared at the stars at night hoping that he is staring up at the same stars?
have you ever stared at a picture for so long, it made you feel so alone?
have you ever listened to a voicemail over and over just to hear his voice?
have you ever read a text message over and over, just to feel closer somehow?
have you ever slept in his clothes just so you could smell his smell?
have you ever wished that you didn't have to open your eyes, because you know he won't be there when you do?
have you ever wished that time could fast foward, even though you know that you will miss precious moments of your life...but you're willing to chance it just so that he could be home.
have you ever felt the lump in your throat, and nothing could take it away?
have you ever felt a shortness of breath, because you feel as if you have lost your soul?
have you ever needed to feel his arms around you, that you hug yourself to make the feeling go away, but it doesn't?
have you ever listened to the same song over and over, just because the words remind you of him?
have you ever felt so sad, that you thought you might die from a broken heart?
have you ever thought you couldn't take it anymore?
i have...
i do...
i miss him more this time than any other...
i love him.
*patty*
me.
Sometimes I'm mad at the world, and I take it out on everyone around me...but for the most part, I'm happy with my life...
But I am a dreamer...I am a MOM, a WIFE, a daughter, an aunt, a sister, a cousin, a grandaughter, a neice, a hardworker, a true friend,
a nag, lazy, mean, bitchy, bossy and hard to deal with, but that's me...
I'm me, no matter what that may be....you can either love me, or hate me...
Did you know that every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...
I've learned you gotta live your life to it's fullest, cause tomorrow is not promised to us, we gotta take each day and live it like it was our last.
I wanna LOVE my husband like he's never been loved, I wanna be the best mom that I can be to my kids.
I wanna ROCK OUT, WITH MY CROTCH OUT (not literally)...I don't want to have one single regret the day that I die...
I want for people to remember me...
When I grow up, I want to be a photographer...I want to take beautiful pictures of people...it's just my silly dream, don't know if I'll ever get around to doing it....one day Patty, one day...
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